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Monday, February 28, 2005
20:27 breathe in,breathe out finally i feel tt i can breathe again... cos when i went up to take my results,i just cant think of anything i cant see ms nair's face or wat.. i just signed e paper blindly n went away... den i saw my results slip n realised tt e L1R5 was not counted for us... n i have to count it myself la when i wasnt confident of my maths...haha den i realised me n fel had e same grades for every subj...so xie men... haha...but i think this results shld be enuff to let me stay in vj la...hopefuly... cant wait to tok to wanj online later... maybe i'll go find e vacumn pack ba gua for her...haha she must be craving for it dere la... send her laksa maggi mee also:) wanj:i miss u!!! Sunday, February 27, 2005
22:34 swinging on a swing ok...i'm toking rot la... i'm not nervous for e results tmr neither am i confident of getting gd results... just contradicting myself again... but who cares? i just wan to enjoy myself now... go back to st nicks early tmr n eat my orange bowl... haha...but still wanna to wish all e best to those who (unfortunately) are born in e dragon yr... cos e competition is so tough for us... good luck guys!!! Friday, February 25, 2005
21:47 Ouch! ok...now i noe i cant really stand pain... went to donate blood today den had to take blood test rite e finger had to be poked to get e blood... i actually felt a lil pain when my frens din have any feelings at all den e real thing came... 1st was e small needle... it was damn pain la... was trying my best not to scream e whole room down... then here comes e big needle... suppposedly i was told tt e big injection wun hurt... but it was only half true... cos when e needle went deeper,it started to hurt like e small injection... i was so tense tt e nurse was asking me to realx la... haha... den aft e blood starts to flow out,it din hurt liao... wasnt feeling anything for my right hand.. actually i had hoped tt e blood was taken from my left hand instead cos at least i wun have so much trouble today while bathing la... haha...but e pink smiley bandage is damn cool..thot it was cute... but i think i'll consider again nxt yr whether if i want to donate blood... haha...cant stand e pain la...
21:47 Ouch! ok...now i noe i cant really stand pain... went to donate blood today den had to take blood test rite e finger had to be poked to get e blood... i actually felt a lil pain when my frens din have any feelings at all den e real thing came... 1st was e small needle... it was damn pain la... was trying my best not to scream e whole room down... then here comes e big needle... suppposedly i was told tt e big injection wun hurt... but it was only half true... cos when e needle went deeper,it started to hurt like e small injection... i was so tense tt e nurse was asking me to realx la... haha... den aft e blood starts to flow out,it din hurt liao... wasnt feeling anything for my right hand.. actually i had hoped tt e blood was taken from my left hand instead cos at least i wun have so much trouble today while bathing la... haha...but e pink smiley bandage is damn cool..thot it was cute... but i think i'll consider again nxt yr whether if i want to donate blood... haha...cant stand e pain la... Tuesday, February 22, 2005
21:54 keep e fire going... wow...e big field beside my housing estates dere caught fire... e big was damn big la... all e smoke n everything... den e wind was so strong...n blew all e smoke n burnt grass into e hse... n i was downstairs watching e fire n e firemen..haha e smell was really horrible...n made my eyes sting... heard tt e fire din start from e field itself... it came from another field n e wind blew it here... actully this field is the size of 6-7 football fields but most of e grass were cleared for some reason la... den only left with this patch of bushes in e middle of e field... but somehow e fire was still very big... haiz...sooner or later e whole of singapore is gg to be burnt is god still dun cry... haha...but i really miss all e storms now... n rmbed how i used to run all e way from st nix to e hdb flats opp when it rains... no matter how fast we ran,even before we got under e shelter,we'll be totally drenched... haha... haiz...e dreadful day is coming soon... either this fri or nxt mon...tt's wat i heard but i hope it'll be this wk cos i cant wait anymore... though e best is tt we'll nv have to get back e results... no matter wat,i think i can la...hopefully... yep,i'm donating blood this fri!!! so exciting...my 1st time...haha dun think i'll faint... but i really hate to feel e needle gg into my veins...it just feels weird la... ok...i wanna go sleep alr...tmr's gg to be a long day for me again... Sunday, February 20, 2005
14:08 countdown ok...my comp was just reformatted a few days ago n finally i can use e comp.. 've been thinking these few days abt whether i shld go to a poly or not... cos i sort of feel a lil stressed with all those tutorials n lect... but i dun think my parents is willing la... so i shld just give up on these thots... haha...ytd was quie sian... went for STJ...was at e chalet... we ate n din really play a lot la... was kinda feeling tired so went home arnd 9 plus... haha...den i slept at 2 plus...but wanj still nv come online when i was going to sleep maybe i'll just wait for a few days lah... really very long very tok to my flirt partner...miss her so much really sad man..i failed 2 out of e 3 mock tests for napfa on mon... cant jump n do pull ups... haiz...n their passing mark is e actual C grade for napfa la...like watever loh i can pass i alr very happy liao lah... now have train hard la... so nxt time u have hard labour,come find me... den i can train my arm muscles also..haha wah..getting super fat liao..so depressed...maybe it's from all e stress...haha yah...must be la...plus now i eat during every break tt i have... no wonder i'll grow fatter each day... haiz tmr have this super impt maths test to study... they say it may help if u appeal for JAE... but my senior says it's crap la... his fren got 88marks n appealed...no use also lor... but i'm really scared for friday leh... think cut-off is really high this yr... all e dragon babies... hope i can really stay in vj... -pray- Thursday, February 03, 2005
19:59 -numb- feeling damn bad n sick now just dunnoe why,n dun ask me why really wished for all e freedom n time i need how i wish for 48 hrs a day instead of 24hrs only plus i'm feeling so disconnected with my sn frens now cos my msn is down n i haven been online for 1 whole mth liao really sian n miss all my frens... cny's coming but i dun think it's going to be a holiday for me bcos i have 3 tutorials to finish n i need to read through my notes again cant catch anything during lect... my physics lecturer is really nice n funny... made us laugh like mad think it's e only lect i dun feel so confused n lost my brain just seems to process much slower than others la how i wish my brain can be upgraded like a comp... now i have to go back n finish my trigo assignment:( shall look forward to going to lyly's hse. |